Family

I nearly lost a member of my family today... it was really troubling.

Little Redd was upset by something... she wanted to leave us. This was much more disturbing than I would have thought.

Redd has come to mean more to me than I intended... I broke down in tears at the prospect of her leaving (and might have set a table on fire at the thought that someone had made her feel bad enough to leave)

This is disturbing... as one of the Succubi I shouldn't find myself that emotionally invested in any single person.

Redd has been my best friend for awhile... but this level of attachment is a suprise to me.

I need to think about this - I'm not a fan of being emotionally vulnerable to anyone. It conflicts with my feeding habits.