Family

I nearly lost a member of my family today... it was really troubling.

Little Redd was upset by something... she wanted to leave us. This was much more disturbing than I would have thought.

Redd has come to mean more to me than I intended... I broke down in tears at the prospect of her leaving (and might have set a table on fire at the thought that someone had made her feel bad enough to leave)

This is disturbing... as one of the Succubi I shouldn't find myself that emotionally invested in any single person.

Redd has been my best friend for awhile... but this level of attachment is a suprise to me.

I need to think about this - I'm not a fan of being emotionally vulnerable to anyone. It conflicts with my feeding habits.

Responsibilities

I've gone through a lot finding myself in this city...

I've been rebuffed and turned away at every corner... until I found the Institute. I sweat and labor at my back-room forge in the dusty warehouse building things to help them... I learned how to forge-weld a tractor tire... I'm good for the work.

I love my brothers and my sisters at the institute... God help those who threaten them or try to take me from them.

I've found a new responsibility in my sister Redd. She's delightful in so many ways. Cute as a button and childlike... yet erotic. She's had some troubles lately and I've had to step in to help her. This has given me a great deal of power over her.

I don't want to hurt Redd and I don't want to mistreat her... she's delightful the way she is and I don't want to change her.

I hope I'm up to the challenge that this responsibility will bring.

First Post

I remember little before my fifth "birthday." I grew up in a small farming town - the supposed daughter of a local dairy farmer. My "mother" and "father" never told me that they'd found me following a train crash in the cornfields outside town...

Nobody came forward to claim me and "mother" was unable to conceive on her own.I don't think they ever realized what I was...

I didn't think much of the fact that mom and dad's farm had so many problems - cattle dying from mysterious illnesses, accidents with the help, machines breaking in dangerous and odd coincidences.

I was always something of an outsider amongst my classmates growing up. I had few friends and none lasted long. I never heard a kind word from children my age until I got old enough for the boys to start noticing me...

I woke up one night and the farm was burning down around me. My "parents" died but I was unharmed. I left town fast and made my way to Toxia.

I feed off lust, my skin is rarely any earthly color, there's not much I can do about it. I'm a bit of a predator, always on the prowl.